Saturday, June 16, 2012

An Elegy for the Uintas





Goodbye pine forests of America, you will be missed.

I should really stop hiking in the Uintas.  I drive 2 hours just for the right to drive a third hour down increasingly bad dirt roads, to an area that gets rain literally every single afternoon, making me nervous that the roads will turn to pudding and my car will get stuck.  Then I hike with a windbreaker gore-tex jacket on to protect against getting soaked, though this works as a kind of charm to just make the air humid without any actual rainfall, and to protect against rabid trillions of mosquitos, all for the right to crunch orange pine needles in dead forests of stripped and singed trees, where the asian pine beetle has found a mecca and killed lots of miles of forest.

I have gone to the Uinta Mountains 4 times now actually.  I had 1 amazing hike/climb, and 3 bad ones.  I aborted 2 within a few miles.  I could not put my finger on it until this last trip though.  Its the dead forests that get me.  Two years ago around 33% of the forest was dead and it was still pretty.  I blamed myself for not liking the area.  Last year I don't remember noticing dead trees, but maybe that basin was just spared thus far.  This trip, I hiked Henry's Fork- the most popular trail and basin in the whole wilderness, and it was almost immediately apparent to me why I did not want to be there.

I hiked 7 miles to Dollar Lake, and in the first 5 miles, at least 75% of the pine trees were dead.  In some areas it was 90%.  This makes for a very depressing and ugly hike.  No birds sing, no squirrels chatter.  Mosquitos are desperate because yours is the first blood they have smelled in their lifetime.  They managed to bite me through pants, socks, a hat, shirts, layers- everything but the winter jacket that is like wearing a sauna.  So my choices were to be bled dry or to sweat through my clothes.  I chose the latter, but it was hard to dry off by nightfall, when it dropped down to a low near 25 F.  I awoke with ice on my hat and crystals all over my sleeping bag, backpack, and gear.

So things started badly.  It is a dry year for the West, with low snow, so mid June looked like the end of August, with pale, dried out green fields.  And those orange fire colored dead trees everywhere, though after Elkhorn Crossing and nearing Dollar Lake, less trees are dead- for now.

If you are interested in the Uintas, I advise you to go soon.  Before the whole forest is gone.  But take a friend probably, as things are very depressing if you look about you.  I have to wonder how much of a west will even be left in a few years.  The official forest service policy if you were wondering, is to clear trees the beetles kill.  In other words: to let the forests die.  I don't know if anything could be done, but I wish we were at least trying something.  We are so good at killing things, wiping out whole species, destroying environments, but we can't deal with a beetle?  Is it not sexy enough?  If Godzilla attacked the forest, would we care then?  But only if the monster is large?

Well, as for this particular hike, I have no idea why Gunsight Pass is the way to reach King's Peak.  Looking around the terrain, it seemed like one of the least ideal spots to start climbing up.  Had I not read guide books, I would have gotten to the peaks I wanted a lot faster.  As it is, having studied maps, and read books, rather than just picking my own route and making my own adventure, I got lost, overheated, struggled with a pack that I thought I could carry over Gunsight and Anderson passes to make a loop (bad idea), nearly collapsed, and did not quite reach the peak.  Weather and exhaustion stopped me, even after I tried ditching the pack.  I had to abandon my plan for a big loop and turn back, a sorry and long enough alternative, and one that meant I had to go back up and down a high mountain pass with dark clouds nearly at my fingertips.  The highlight of the day was a fabulous rock I came across and camping near this Zigarat peak.

So unless you are taking kids along, I'd say go to Cliff Lake, climb up Cliff Point, or onto any convenient spot along Mount Powell, and things will go smoother.  Or shoot straight up towards Fortress Peak on a steep rocky chute at the end of Henry's Fork Basin.  The Gunsight Pass route is staggeringly long and involves ups and downs, and the trails are badly marked, at least in early summer before footsteps have worn the grass away, and I got lost both coming and going.  Once trying for a shortcut and ending up on Dome Peak before I noticed just how not the right way I was going, and once trying very hard to stay on trail. I wound up adding an hour with the shortcut I took and think I crossed every hill, marsh, and brook in the whole basin. 

Then I got hit with a mix of rain, hail, sleet and snow, which I didn't even know was possible.  Though it was very brief.  I did not have a tent along which was a big mistake in the Uintas, what with the mosquitos, even though I planned to be moving or sleeping at all times.  Mostly moving.  The bivvy sack is a great idea sometimes, but not for this range.  I wound up just heading home through that dead forest again.  King's hardly seemed worth it anyway.  Fortress Peak is gorgeous, and I'd still like to see Red Castle, and Mount Powell looked very appealing as an alternate destination, and I wish I had gone for any of those.  King's, were it 100 feet shorter, would not be visited at all.  It is an unimpressive and inconvenient mountain with no challenge or glory except that it happens to the highest point in artificially invented state lines known as Utah.  I'd say skip it.  I won't try to go back ever and finish the last few hundred feet.  I looked up some pictures on the site summitpost to see what I missed.

Mountains are in general in the Uintas, not so fun.  Mostly just long boulder slogs, with lots of hopping, spiders, and tedium.  Anyone can reach the top of them with enough time, though that is true of most mountains. The challenge, and the fun are what I want though.  Cathedral was worth it.  Kings, didn't tempt me, even as I got closer.  And the funny thing about the Henry's Fork-Gunsight Pass route is the closer I got the farther away the mountain seemed.  And the less I wanted to bother with it.  I had altitude sickness anyway, which I thought might happen, as I am prone to it, and this was my first hike in months.  So I could not eat for 24 hours.  I wound up hiking at least 25 miles on an empty stomach, with 18 or more of them in one day because I just wanted to get out of there.  If I wasn't going to make it to King's Peak summit then I at least was going to prove to myself  I was a tough guy by hiking all the way out from near the saddle in a single afternoon.  I accomplished that, though it was not fun.  Perhaps I should have stayed another day and gone up Mount Powell.  If I had sat down for a little bit, I might have been able to eat, if the mosquitos had not instantly eaten me alive.  Even pumping water was a challenge with them.  So take bug spray if you go the Uinta range also.  You will need it.  Usually I find sunscreen is enough, but not here.



I can always tell how long it has been since a person has been to the Uintas too.  People always tell me how pretty it is.  And I know right off they have not been there in at least 5 years.  They remember the living forests.  I am hesitant to go to Colorado now, as I know the beetle has hit them very hard.  But I am more intent than ever to hike myself to death if I have to this summer to see as much of the West at least once while it is still there.  Glacier is melting, forests are dropping from global warming anyway, and this beetle means business.  They don't play around. Beauty still exists but is harder to find.  Dead trees are even in the best shots now, as the one I love above.

There is still some beauty in the area, but even in the prettiest spots, trees were dying.  Even the aspens seem to be falling now.  I'm not sure if the beetles are jumping into them, or if they just need pines around to help shield against wind, and sun, or what, but they are falling too.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Antelope Canyons and Page Arizona

Arizona's 2nd most visited tourist spot.

Other than the Grand Canyon, Antelope Canyons get more tourists than any wild spot in Arizona, I would expect.  They are popular and famous and with good reason.  I get more questions about the photos I took there than about any other spot and it seems to really irritate Utahns to learn the pictures of Antelope are not from Utah.  First they will correct me, "no that's in southern Utah, by Moab", as if only Utah is allowed to have slot canyons.  Utah does have many but perhaps none are as special as the Antelopes.  This is funny to me, as they are now basically a goldmine, which is kudos to the Navajo in my book.  We kept giving them crappier and crappier land and they keep making due with it.  Now people complain about having to pay to have a guided tour and that the canyons are commercialized.  Um, and what would they be like if whites or Uncle Sam were running the show?

I suggest going in the winter when crowds will be smaller.  There are 2. An upper and a lower.  One is well-marked and easy to find, involved a jeep tour, massive crowds, high prices, short rushed tours, and everything a tourist trap can offer.  The other is down the road marked only by a sign that reads "Marina".  Turn left on a dirt road, take it very briefly, pay less, have more time in the larger canyon, get more (but not really any) privacy, lots of pictures, show them off to everyone, and be their envy.


The canyons will give you claustrophobia if you get it, and may give it to you the first time.  You should not be fat to enter, but they will let you know if you won't fit, and probably not too delicately.  Plain-speaking people, those Navajo.  Direct.  Never did master our legalese and tact and hypocrisy and such.  At the lower, by the marina, you actually descent into a crack in the earth.  You would not know the canyon started there without being told.  Then you will descend stairs that are rickety and narrow again and again as the canyon weaves and the walls expand.  The light show is wonderful.  I got shadows that looked like coyotes and hawks and squaws.  Middle of the day is the best time.  When I went the fee was $36.  The upper canyon was $46, but about to go up again.  So plan on paying at least that much, and you will need cash. 


As always here are a few of my slightly not favorite photos.  These have blurs in them, or would be exquisite.  You'll lose a lot of your photos to sunspots here due to the extreme contrasts, so know that in advance.

Where to go in Nevada

The 3 best hiking destinations I have found in Nevada.

I will list them first, in true newspaper fashion.  Lead with the keys.

Cathedral Gorge State Park
Valley of Fire State Park
Great Basin National Park

These are 3 locations hard to match anyplace else and comprise all the photos on my Nevada poster.

You can climb a 13,000 ft peak and go into a deep cave at Great Basin, plus there is a lovely set of mountains to view with snow atop them, expansive desert views, often accented with snow, ease of access, wonderful fall colors, and more.  I suggest going in late October or early November, so ugly Wheeler Peak will not be a boulder slog and the heat will be long gone from the summer.  Crowds are never a problem at this park, or so I hear.  I have only gone twice.

Valley of Fire is wonderfully unique, with swirls of rock, strange forms, good climbing, and hiking and scrambling and amazing photo opportunities to get lots of stunning shots that no one will buy but you can enjoy.  You have to be willing to go a bit vertical though, or most of the park is missed.  All the hikes are good enough, and if you do go off "trail" try to stay on rock and remember the vegetation is delicate.  Leave some beauty for others, and for itself.  A puny weed doesn't know its a puny weed.  Life feels only life, only greatness no matter where it sits in the pecking order.  This is mostly a sunset and sunrise park, like Bryce Canyon, where photos and vistas will dry out and flatten out in mid day without shadows.  And you will get burned easily even in winter if not careful.

Cathedral Gorge is a small isolated state park that is not well-known.  Inspiring and fun mud caves and soft spires form temporary and delicate hoodoos, like huge earth organs you can explore.  I took some amazing and strange and unique photos of the sky glowing into darkness in these caves.  I also had a fun but cold time slipping through some spots narrower than slot canyons.  You won't need more than half a day here.  It is somewhat central between the other two larger parks, and can be combined with either or both for a good half week trip.


I would say any of these 3 can be enjoyed briefly.  I spent 2 weekends on two different trips to the Basin, 1.5 days at Valley of Fire, and the other half day at Cathedral Gorge.  I would have liked another day at Valley of Fire because the hikes are short and there are a lot of spots worth exploring multiple times.  I quickly would spot little summits I wanted to spend a sunrise or sunset on.  Over on Facebook I have a sample image of my Nevada poster with more pics, and when thestillwildwest.com is eventually up, there will be a few of the best shots there too, for your perusal, and even for sale, if you were so inclined.  As always, here are some decent images it won't break my heart if you steal, which may inspire you to go.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Sedona- A Hiker's Mecca?

The Shangri-Nah of Hiking

Sedona has a great business model.  They are a small city surrounded by amazing and inspiring red sandstone cliffs and towers and mountains, with pretty creeks, canyons, and valleys.  So they market themselves as a hiking and outdoorsman's mecca, and build tiny parking lots at every trailhead, and post hundreds of no overflow parking signs, and then put big free parking areas near the center of town, so you will have to kill most of your day everyday shopping at expensive trendy stores.  It works, and I don't blame them.  This model also lures a lot of retired people who like to think of themselves as active, but who prefer the kind of hiking where you hike an hour, then go shop or get a massage in a spa, rather than going all day.  Its been clear to me my few times there that the city has no use for an actual outdoorsman who will not be lured into paying $15 for a shoddy hamburger while waiting to hike a canyon mostly taken up by a resort with keep out signs and fences anyway.  Yes there are some wilderness areas in Sedona, and you should probably head to them.  If you've a good offroad vehicle, try Secret Canyon and Secret Mountain. I wanted to, but as far as overnight weather was concerned, the time was not right.  I drove into Sedona during a flash blizzard and would have died had I tried to camp atop Secret Mountain as I planned.

Every decent spot requires a small and reasonable $5 pass.  The most popular spot for some bizarre reason is a parking lot where you can look at a bridge while cars drive over it.  From here there are some nice trails, either up or down.  I got some lovely cold pictures of bright sunbursts through intense grey clouds with black edges, all with snow-covered red towers and pillars in every direction.  It was exactly what I hoped from Sedona, and I cannot complain.  But I did not even stay the day, as I've shopped and seen the store prices before.

There is a fine drive from Sedona through winding passes up to the Flagstaff area and I took that.  Oak Creek Viewpoint was closed so I stopped on the side of the highway and sprinted as far and as fast as I could to the overlook, which I remembered from years before.  This was tough with over 6 inches of heavy wet snow, and the fear of cops and tickets looming over me.  I snapped a few pics, but this area is really only breathtaking in summer when there is green lushness and better lighting for miles.

In Flagstaff I wound up visiting Sunset Crater, a mostly lame park, but one where for $5 you can see glimpses of the painted desert, can visit some Indian ruins, and take a nice drive.  There are also lava flows, and if up to it, a 10 mile round trip mountain hike that looms over the Crater, and you can look into the cinder cone.  I also got to hike a snow-covered cinder cone, which was fun.  The sunset from an old Indian castle was special, and I planned to hike the mountain next morning, so I got a hotel in Flagstaff.  Unfortunately, next morning I was not at my best.  I tried to go anyway but managed to lock the keys in the car in my exhaustion, which if you know me, and how obsessive I am over checking for keys (locked myself out of the house a few times at age 8,9, and 10 and learned my lesson), you will find quite funny.  Luckily the trunk was open, so with the help of an ice axe and a lot of grunting, I spent the better part of an hour breaking into my own car through the trunk. My back seats are now permantly bent, but I did not have to wait all day for a locksmith in the middle of nowhere or smash a window- that was option 2.  I skipped the mountain though and headed home.


My last stop was Antelope Canyons in the Page area, and I will give them their own blog.

42 miles of Grand Canyon in 49 hours


My last hiking trip to Arizona

March is the best time to go to the Grand Canyon, and everyone in Arizona knows it, so March is, consequently not really the best time to go to the Grand Canyon.  Go a week earlier and permits can be had for the asking, campsites are easy and less crowded, and the weather is almost as good.  You may still even catch a few flowers.

The last week of February I headed to the Grand Canyon because it sounded like fun, and it wasn't a mountain.  Its the reciprocal of my usual adventure actually; down down down forever, and then up up up eventually.  I started down at 7:30 am via South Kaibob Trail, hoping I had enough along, because I had been packing still when the bus came, and didn't want to miss it, so I locked my car and bolted and hoped for the best.  The Kaibob was beautiful mostly, though a few weeks from blooming I think.  I saw snow, greenery, wide views, and great collections of differing rock, and also a tour group on horses, whom I snapped a great panorama of, while they took pictures of me, apparently amused by these "backpackers" they had heard so much about.  I probably did not look hot or miserable enough when we got closer together though, to entertain them and encourage them in their opinion that paying to ride a mule was a better life choice.  I complimented the horses and was corrected that they were "mules" by one of the leaders, who seemed to find my error cute.  Hey, they're all horses to me.  I made it to the river in a little over 2 hours, which was pretty impressive I thought, though there were no horses around to compare speed and times with.  The trail is around 10 miles long to Bright Angel, where I dropped a few things and picked the best campsite.  Then I ate quickly and took my lighter pack off for Ribbon Falls on the North side of the river.

Ribbon Falls is 6 miles from the river along the North Kaibob Trail, which was very interesting for 4 miles, and then got hot, exposed, and dull.  It stayed near flat the whole time.  It passes through some beautiful black walled canyons which tower over you on all sides.  I found a side canyon that was cool and wet and dark to explore another time, and made it to the Falls at the heat of the day, having run out of water and feeling ready for it.  I refreshed myself with the icy waters of the falls, purified of course, then began snapping lots of pics of one of my favorite waterfalls to date.  Ribbon Falls is a split stream of water gushing over a sharp cliff, and tumbling and splattering down on a huge, 100 ft tall green egg pyramid of moss.  At the bottom where a little pool forms, there was a "face" cut in which was not quite sized right to fit in one photograph, though I tried.  The falls are in a shaded big wall oasis, much cooler and shadier than the surrounding areas, about 1/2 mile from the North Kaibob Trail.  No one on this day had stopped I think.  I passed a lot of flushed, bright red faces huffing under heavy packs and making for Bright Angel.  So I had the little nook to myself and stayed in the garden over an hour, refreshed and happy I had pressed on.  I got back to camp right around 7 as things were getting dark, and had to eat in the dark, then slept pretty well, though the night was chilly.

I only carried my 1 lb sleeping bag, with a 1 lb liner, and 1 lb bivy sack, rather than a tent.  So I was a little cold and knew the next night I would be in perhaps some trouble.  The night before heading down I camped at the upper rim and that was the coldest night of my life.  There was snow all about, coyotes calling and echoing all around and I could not wait for morning.  I did not expect to be warm enough as it was still the end of winter, but I liked the idea of cold nights better than that of carrying one of the 100 pound packs I saw some people with.  You've never seen so many miserable people as you do hiking the Grand Canyon.  People who are not usual in the habit struggle beneath all the latest "essential" gear which malfunctions more than performs.

Well I was beat next morning, but got myself moving without any breakfast.  I took a handful of granola and headed back along the North Kaibob for my side canyon.  It was 2 miles along and I felt pretty loose by the time I reached its mouth.  I boulder hopped the creek and then had to play on some side walls to keep dry for a few feet.  I followed the creek around some small pretty unimpressive waterfalls into a lush dark canyon few see.  Some light climbing was required, and after a few of these falls, 5 deer and I surprised one another quite suddenly.  We kept to our own sides of the creek, and I eventually moved along, after the deer performed a parade of leaping across the creek before me, one after another.  My camera caught none of it though.  I almost got one deer, but they are fast creatures.  I followed the creek past more falls and canyoneered until I was bored with it, and also when to go on would have required climbing a wet cliff around a bigger fall.  I had done at least 1.5 miles and I did have to go halfway up the canyon that day still.  So I turned back and found my deer again, more relaxed this time, who performed some tricks for me.  I got my feet wet only once when I made a poor leap and slipped one foot in, but my good old trusty orange Wengers stayed mostly dry.  I made quick time back to Bright Angel and was out with my 18 lb load by around 9 am, having lightly snacked.

I took Bright Angel Trail up, which is more popular, more graded, a little better for anyone with a fear of heights, and also, in my opinion, less pleasant.  I got some nice breezes and the trail follows a creek, but at no time do you ever have a wilderness feeling.  There are telephone poles along North Kaibob also, but on Bright Angel they are closer and really never go away.  At least the Park Service made them brown to blend in a little.  I took one detour cutting over to some falls a little way from the trail.  They were worth the stop and I refilled water.  My target was Indian Gardens, a lush little alcove of a campsite on the Tonto Plateau, halfway to the top and bottom of the canyon.  I passed a few dozen people who had a few hours lead on me, but never boogied too hurriedly.  I had time, and I wanted to go one trip without wearing myself out.  Indian Gardens was not quite ripe yet for the year.  That is, it still looked dead, more like fall, than spring, and is probably more beautiful in April and May, but also swarming with pests, otherwise known as other hikers.  Take your poison, you know?  I again snacked leisurely while a herd of small baby deer fed just next to my campsite.  I rested for a bit and took off the shoes.  (I had brown ankle supporting boots for the treks on the steep sections).  Switching to my day fanny pack and my lighter hiking shoes, I headed off for Panorama Point, a 3 mile round trip from Indian Gardens.

Panorama Point is my favorite spot so far in the whole canyon.  Beautiful with expansive views, well worth the name.  It offers the best sunset and sunrise spot probably in the park, at least, the best with a trail right to it.  Another group was there eating dinner and ignoring me, as if to suggest they were superior and had friends in life, while I was a lonely vagabond, so for their "benefit", I put on a little show.  I jumped off a cliff in front of them to give them a little spook, though it was just a 5 foot drop, then climbed a rock tower hanging out into space.  I got a few decent pictures from out there and scared those folks, so both goals were accomplished.  The wind was strong and I got great shadow play a few hours before sunset, and also, the sky was too clear for great photos anyway, so I headed back after a bit and followed the Tonto Trail for awhile.  I saw my baby deer friends again and think if I go back to the Canyon, I will take more of the Tonto.  This is an interesting trail was you can see the river, and the sheer cliffs below you and more above.  The Grand Canyon can be thought of as 3 tiers, or steps.  You have an upper level where the crowds and tour buses are, the Tonto Plateau, 1500 feet below, and then the river level down 1500 feet or so from there.  So on Tonto, its like having mountains above you while being on a mesa.  Quite exhilarating with wide views, but very exposed.  In the hot part of the year, you'll know you're in a desert and you'll need to pack water.  There is none.  You can also take the Tonto Plateau from the North side of the river but for a mere 9 miles.  This goes out to Deer Creek, which can then be followed down stream for 3 miles to the Colorado, or upstream via a nasty advanced bushwack to another falls, which only flows in some years, and for about 2 months per year.  Sounds daunting.  I had planned on that trip for the 2nd day, but skipped it because of a broken toe.  I broke that toe the week before I left playing darts in my room.  I usually get my injuries when doing "safe" activities, actually.  And I stubbed another toe on a jagged rock which nearly broke it even through a shoe the night before.  A wise choice.  So I settled for some of the Tonto, which goes I think 90 miles on the South Rim.  And all of it cactus filled.

The night was cold.  The air cleared and dropped down into the low 30s, and Indian Gardens is cooler than Bright Angel due to elevation anyway.  I slept until about 2 am and then was too cold to sleep.  I threw some hand warmers in my pockets and listened to the Essays of Montaigne, until I dozed a bit.  I got up very early and broke camp without eating before sunup.  There was no one to pass this day.  I made great time until about 2 miles from the South Rim, where ice took over.  This was unexpected after the Kaibob which is more exposed at the top and had no snow and because I was carrying 2 pairs of shoes and had planned on doing over 50 miles, I did not have crampons, or ice cleats.  Nor did I have my ice axe, though I did have 2 trekking poles, which were of limited use.  The going got slow and the tedium and cold of it was relieved only by Japanese tourists, most of them silly girls, going down the trail on flip flops and dress shoes, mostly on their bellies or backs.  They may still be down there.  I had little hope they would get back up the trail later as dressed.  A ranger was going down, not throwing salt, and thus, being useless.  After passing him I took one hard fall that I knew I was going to take on a particularly steep and bald patch of ice.  I hit my shoulder hard, and slid down on my back rapidly for about 50 feet, head first, then self arrested myself by digging in with fingers, after realizing as I tried to dig in my ice axe instinctively, that I did not have it with me.  So I laid there for a little moaning, all four limbs sprawled out, then picked myself up, sniffling from cold, and made another attempt at the bad spot, which was on the trail at a narrow point and could not be avoided.  I zigged and zagged carefully and made it the second time, then limped the last mile out of the canyon.  I was on a bus heading back to my car by 9 am, and totalled 42 miles in a hair over 49 hours.  Not too bad.  I mostly enjoyed it.  Still, I hate the South Rim and didn't linger.  I drove off filthy and tired without even eating, and ate while I drove.  I went without stopping to Phoenix, where I passed a day pleasantly enough in unseasonable warmth waiting for a friend to get done with work at a fine art museum and the library.  I have a few pics here, but run over to thestillwildwest.com for more under my Arizona gallery, or contact me about a Grand Canyon panorama, or my Aint It Grand poster with 26 fine photos from the trip.

I'm not really a jerk, I just play one on the internet

thestillwildwest.com now up or will be in a day or two

As I get ready for my first show tomorrow to sell these posters I've been producing, I can't help but think of how much work its been, and how much money I spent, and how tired I am of the whole thing.  Hopefully they sell.  I think I just over-prepared honestly.  Its this thing I do.  But mostly it worked out badly to end up with 3 all day shows in a row as my first experience.  I would have much preferred a small trial run ahead of this weekend.  But I will just have to grit my teeth and be charming for 36 total hours, and if I can't sell anything in that amount of time to this number of people, I will know pretty quickly something is wrong with my business model, and at least that is something.

It was fun to at least try giving a go to something.  I recommend that at least.  Even failing, if I do, at least it was failing with my own idea, my own money, my own time and effort and creativity.  That's infinitely better for a soul than getting rejected from countless interviews or sitting at a computer for a company you are not involved with at all.  So I say everyone should try a hand at being an entrepenuer at least once.  It will embiggen and nobilify your soul.  Apparently nobilify is a word by the way, as spell checker did not just light up as I typed it. Just start your venture a year before you want to, and do a little at a time.  Read a book about tax code, or visit craft festivals and see what others are doing.  Research the thing, and give it a slow burn.  Then you won't get overwhelmed.  And I think once my show starts, I will be excited again, because in the slow moments (if there are those), I can read and do some art cells, and have fun with it. 

I wound up with 12 posters and will do more this fall.  I have 3 full series of 3 posters each and some stand-alones.  I figured out how to tote around panoramas without damaging them, found frames, displays, and all that for everything, produced only art that I feel is up to high standard, and hopefully will not forget to bring anything tomorrow.  Of course, I'm doing it all alone, which is less fun.  Have a partner, and that might go better.  I have the kind of partner who routinely promises to help and then doesn't, which is worse than no partner at all.  But I knew that ahead of time and so was not caught off-guard.  But I don't know why some of these folks out there who can't find work "in this economy" don't just start their own thing.  That seems to me like it would be more impressive than having filled a chair for 30 years somewhere before being told not to fill it anymore the past 2.

Apparently I am a rotten writer too, as no one follows this thing, though I do have some page views.  Perhaps people don't like to be offended anymore, or they can get annoyed much more efficiently by following things like Twitter.  Blogs are not tomorrow's baby anymore, but yesterday's Baby Jane.  Which is fine by me, because maybe it means I can give this up soon.  Though I suppose, if one likes the essays of Montaigne, one is almost duty-bound to blog.  Only the technology is different.

I have a website up now too.  The stillwildwest.com, and I am adding photos whenever I get a minute, though it is a time-consuming uploader.  So check back and you will be able to make orders there if you wish too.